I'm not complainin'

But man I am tired.
You can probably mark this date down.
I have no words.
So much swimming in the head and life I fear if I try to write it all down I will sound like a babbling idiot.
Life has not stopped - from our busy whirlwind vacation, car break down, starting school, accident, hurting, overcoming the mental task of getting back in the car - working, planning Crop for a Cure, and full filling obligations I have had before the accident....I have had no choice - I am still achy, but there is stuff to be done. Period. I have never been so happy to lay down in bed at night in my life!
I am tired.
The ins. co. is yanking the rental car from us - 5 days from when the value of our car is determined - even though we do not have a check in hand and can not physicaly go buy another car yet - so in addition to everything else. I have to take J to the airport Fri am to get a rental car so he can go get our other car in Va. We have not had quality time alone in weeks. My brother and his family are arriving Fri night for the weekend, which is awesome! Haven't seen them in forever! But I usually impose upon myself things that need to be done before they get here. Then my sister's birthday party is Sat. I just realized I have not taken one photo since our accident. Have to remedy that.
Oy.
So in the interest of not complaining. ....I am not saying much. Trying to be in a state of gratitude - even though all the things on my plate right now are not happy/sunshiney things - I am busy because my life is full. I am achy but alive. The weather is crisp and cool. Sunny. Somedays you just have to look for the things that make you go....mmmmmmmm.......today for me it will be a nice sunbeam and cool breeze.